I have always had trouble keeping a diary, even when I would spend hours thinking of what to say, it eventually would all go to waste as I would soon forget what I was going to write about, or something came up and I was unable to communicate what I was thinking. Look ing back, it was probably a good thing that I didn't publish alot of my thoughts, as most of them would probably have had people close to me rethinking their relationship to me. HA!
The older I become, the more I reflect upon the past. Yes, I know that I really shouldn't do that, but how can one learn if not from the past? If I knew then what I know now, alot of decisions that I that thought were good decisions, I probably would not make. Of course, I would have had my children as they are now blessings in the lives of those who come in contact with them.
